The V5 have Arrived

Ladies and Gentlemen,

It is our pleasure to announce that on the 3rd day of August, 2013, between the hours of 1:48 and 1:50pm, five beautiful new baby Vanderwalls came into the world. That’s right, it’s time to introduce you all to the V5!

First, is big brother Theodore Joseph – he was the first one out of the womb at 1:48 pm, weighing 2lb 14oz and measuring 14.5″. Upon being told by the nurse that he was the only boy, and had a life with four sisters to look forward to, he literally began screaming and kicking. It had everyone in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) laughing. I think he’s going to be a performer. I mean look at his picture, he’s already showing off his first public magic trick – making his feet glow.

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Second out of the womb at 1:49pm, was 2lb 7oz Isabella Marie, also measuring 14.5″. Sporting a full head of hair at only 29 weeks, like her brother Theo, she was our first precious daughter to take a breath of real air. Already living up to the meaning of her name “Bella,” she is incredibly beautiful. We’ve requested she be kept away from any other boys in the NICU. I already caught one of the other premie boys eyeing her up on the way in šŸ˜‰

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Born at the same time as Bella, 2lb 11oz, 14.6″ Lillian Grace entered the world with her mouth wide open. She let out a cute little scream then was whisked off to the NICU to join her brother and sister. Adorned in her little stitched hat, she’s certainly making a good case to be daddy’s favorite little girl. Unfortunately for her, this daddy is going to have four favorite little girls, not just one. Let’s not tell her just yet, though šŸ˜‰ She seems to really be enjoying her self-proclaimed title.

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One minute later, at 1:50pm, our third little girl, 2lb 5oz, 13″ Kali Mae, joined her siblings. Kali, who you’ll see already has a striking resemblance to her very handsome father, was a kicker and a screamer from the get-go; further establishing the aforementioned resemblance to her father.

Kali

And last, but certainly not least, at 1:50pm Elliot Rose completed the V5’s arrival into the world. 2lb 6oz, 14.5″ Ellie was our little fighter, overcoming a couple weeks of very scary distress in the womb. She proved her tenacity once she exited as well. All of our little blessings performed admirably throughout their first day in the NICU, but it was Ellie who received the highest remarks, breathing all on her own with the least assistance from the NICU staff.

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I am also happy to announce that after a medically difficult 12 hours, following delivery, Cassie has turned the corner and is back on track for a swift, full recovery. She made it up the NICU today (Aug 4) and FINALLY got to see our babies for the first time!

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Thank you for all of your continued prayers, hugs, kisses, and well-wishes. We are humbled and most thankful for everyone’s support. Stay tuned for more updates.

Love you all!!!

Daddy V (and the rest of the V7)

The Quint’s Domain

The quint’s domain is nearing completion thanks to Frank and our invaluable friends! This past week Frank coordinated the rearranging of an abundance of furniture, cleaning of closets, and construction of all of the baby furniture and shelving!

I cannot thank Jake, Bethany, Sean, Jenny, Liz, Brad, Ryan, Hayley, Sam, Angela, Sunghee and Jo enough for their generosity. We have been so blessed by their friendship and support since day one. I can’t explain the peace that it brings me to know that our babies will have a place to lay their little heads when they arrive back in Madison. Thank you!

Here are some more snapshots of the action!

Sam cleaning out the closet
Sam cleaning out the closet
Liz reconstructing our guest room
Liz reconstructing our guest room
Our reconstructed office in the basement!
Our reconstructed office in the basement!
Sam, Ryan & Jo building a crib
Sam, Ryan & Jo building a crib
The new cribs constructed by Frank, Sam, Jake, Ryan and Jo!
The new cribs constructed by Frank, Sam, Jake, Ryan and Jo!
Hayley cooking up a storm for our hungry helpers!
Hayley cooking up a storm for our hungry helpers!

 

These shelves were built in mere moments as Sean moved about like The Flash
These shelves were built in mere moments as Sean moved about like The Flash

 

Foreman Manny overseeing the project
Foreman Manny overseeing the project

 

Fuzzy Wuzzy was a Baby

Thank you for everyone’s prayers for Baby E, Elle Rose, because God is answering every one of them. At today’s appointment we found out that her Doppler readings from her umbilical cord were in the normal range, with only one reading just above normal! She is our little fighter. I also shared with Dr. Elliott that we name little Elliott (Elle) Rose after him and I think I saw tears well up in his eyes. I love the heartfelt compassion of my doctor!

Baby E_Dopple

Additionally, at today’s visit we got to see almost everyone’s little face, and most of them have what looks to be a full head of hair! The sonographer asked me if I was having heart burn and nausea and I answered with a resounding yes! She said it is most likely due to the amount of hair on their little heads, because the hair protein can irritate the GI tract. Theo and Elle have the most hair and the rest are little fuzz balls at this point. I’ll let you see for yourself!

Chubby Cheeked Theo
Chubby Cheeked Theo
Baby C
Baby C
Baby C's Profile
Baby C’s Profile
Elle Rose
Elle Rose- I think she’s smiling!
Elle Rose's Profile
Elle Rose’s Profile

Baby B & D didn’t want to come out to play at the photo shoot, so unfortunately we don’t have any images of those two little ladies.Ā  But, from what we saw today everyone remains on track with healthy hearts, brains, organs and blood flow.

My doctor also gave me a warning that this is the point where growth really picks up.Ā  Amazingly, all of the babies have shifted to a transverse position with their heads to my left and little feet to the right.Ā  Theo still has his little noggin tucked into my pelvis but his feet swing left. So, they are in ideal positions to bulk up…which of course Mama is going to need to find some XXXL shirts pretty soon! Muumuu’s here I come!

Again, thank you to everyone for your prayers! We appreciated every single one of them. We also want to send a special thanks to our friends at Culver’s who threw us a baby shower. Now our little ones can sport their little Culver’s onesies on their way home!

One Happy & Thankful Daddy!
One Happy & Thankful Daddy!

We are simply overwhelmed by everyone’s generosity and support. Please know we could not do this without you!

Happy 3rd Trimester!

We have reached yet another milestone in this pregnancy! In just a few days we begin our 3rd trimester!

I did thisAlthough the third trimester often brings aches, pains, and discomfort from gaining half of your original body weight it also brings the joy of knowing that- for me- in 9 weeks or less, I will be holding each of these beautiful miracles!

24 weeks, or 6 months, is a critical milestone because it is the point in the pregnancy where doctors will consider your pregnancy viable, or in other words if you give birth after 24 weeks your doctor’s will help to save your babies. Therefore, from this point on the babies are coming, it’s just a matter of when.

The average gestation for quintuplets is 26-27 weeks, which for me would be in 1-2 weeks. However, my current perinatologist’s average for quint pregnancies is 33 weeks and 1 day, and of course my personal goal is 34 weeks! When it comes to high order multiples average just isn’t good enough.

So, how does this compare to a singleton pregnancy if we make it to 34 weeks? Well, being born at 34 weeks for 5 babies is about the same as being born at 30 weeks for 1 baby. According to all of the statistics, the risk of brain bleeds, respiratory distress, cerebral palsy, etc. all plummet at 28 weeks (you can read more about this in my previous post, entitled Visit to the High Risk Clinic).

Our outlook is pretty good. At my last doctor’s visit on Tuesday, I was informed that I might be able to stay out of the hospital for another 3-4 weeks. This was music to my ears because:

  1. Most make it another 4+ weeks after admission to the hospital before giving birth.
  2. Our pregnancy is stable enough for me to continue to enjoy the perks of living in a home.
  3. Hospital food doesn’t even come close to my mom’s delicious and nutritious cooking!

We also learned at our previous visit that all of the babies are growing at a similar rate now; they are all between the 60th-70th percentiles. My side of the family is known for making big babies, so we’ll see how this plays out. The only difference was that Baby B’s legs were much, much longer than everyone else’s. It looks like she takes after her Daddy and will be the speedy queen of the bunch. We also learned that everyone’s hearts, brains, kidneys and circulation look great!

The only concern from the visit was that Baby E’s umbilical cord did not insert centrally into her placenta, which is correlated with causing distress later in pregnancy. Right now, baby E is as playful as the rest, so my prayer is that her circulation stays strong. She has been the doctor’s concern since day one, so I know she is going to be our little fighter.

Baby E has got her dukes up!
Baby E has got her dukes up!

Now, for those that have bared with me to the end of yet another lengthy post, I plan to present to you the names of our five little miracles…with a bit of explanation of course in the next post!

Greetings from Arizona

Superstition Mountain

All is well in Arizona!

21 weeks

Today we celebrate 21 weeks, which may have not been possible without this venture to the desert.

My mom came to visit this week and it has been amazing to have her here. She has cleaned, cooked, and cleaned some more. It will be hard to say goodbye tomorrow, but I just have to remember that it’s really, see you later.

The home where I am staying is truly an oasis with a beautiful view from the patio.Ā  Since there is not much to share in terms of updates, I thought I would share the scenery.

One tall cactus
One tall cactus
Cactus in front of Superstition Mountain
Cactus in front of Superstition Mountain

There is a lot more wildlife than I thought there would be. The birds are constantly chirping. I am greeted each morning by a pair of lovely doves. I even found a family of quail- mommy, daddy and several babies. Ā After meeting those little guys I was happy to see the vulture fly away. There are also the little lizards scampering to and fro and the coyote who takes his walk of shame down the road every morn.Ā  I am truly surrounded by God’s handiwork, which is yet another blessing.

Mr. Morning Dove
Mr. Morning Dove

We will be having our 5-hour, 2nd trimester scan next week- woo hoo! I hear it’s a marathon with snack breaks and all! So,Ā I will definintely have more to share about the V-5 next week. Stay tuned!

The Starting Line-Up

Quints

As many of you may have heard, our starting line is four girls and one boy!

The boy is currently guarding the gate and is located at the very bottom with the four little ladies piled on top.

On Tuesday, I had another ultrasound to assess heart rates and fluid. It also was another opportunity for a photo shoot. It appears that we have some shy gals and guy because each time they went to take a close up on their faces they drew there hands in front of their face. Either that or there was an epic game of peek-a-boo that we were witnessing!

Sir Clahj

Sir ClajSir Clahj, is not a character from Medieval times, but it is rather how you pronounce the surgical procedure, cerclage, which is the ā€œknight in shining armorā€ who has saved our pregnancy.

It is my understanding that pre-term labor can be caused by a shortening and dilating cervix, as well as, an increase in prostaglandins.

Treatment of pre-term labor varies, but typically includes a cerclage, tocolytic drug therapy and adjunctive bed rest. Some of the drug choices include:

I had my emergent cerclage and Friday and the procedure went very well. They keep you awake during the surgery and use a spinal block, which is quite similar to an epidural. Being paralyzed from the ribs down is one of the weirdest sensations I have ever experienced. You see your legs, can touch them, but you sure can’t use them or feel them. The paralysis typically lasts 2-5h, whereas the procedure is just under 30minutes.

Cerclage

Upon admit my cervical length was 1.2-1.4 centimeters long with no dilation. Today at my post-op follow-up, I found out that the miracle-making surgeon has secured it at 3.0-3.1cm with no dilation. The doctor thought immediately following that the length was just over 2cm and was surprised to also hear that it was at 3cm- high fives were in order.

He also monitored my contractions during the post-op visit to assess if the motrin and bed rest were helping. He likes to keep his patients at less than 4 contractions per hour if they are out of the hospital and I was right at 4. This is much improved from the 6 to 8 contractions per hour that I was having over the weekend. The hard part is I can’t feel the contractions, so I’m of little help in monitoring them on my own.

All in all, I think we are back on track after that detour. Thank you to all for your prayers and support- you are a blessing!

Hope in the Valley of the Sun

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This past Monday afternoon, Frank and I had our first 2nd trimester cervical screen where they measure the length of your cervix. I approached the appointment with minimal apprehension, assuming all would be well.

Our ultrasound technician surprised us with another peek at our little ones, and all was well. Everyone continues to have strong heart beats and are growing appropriately. They also have nestled into their locations, which makes identifying babies much easier for the trained eye. To me, it just looks like a big slumber party.

After we got to check-in on our little miracles they performed a trans-vaginal ultrasound to examine my cervix. The tech’s tone at this point completely changed. She measured it at least ten times and would not relay any information. Frank and I had no idea what was ahead, but we got a sense when we were walked down the hall to what was clearly a ā€œbad news roomā€ that that is what awaited us.

We just looked at each other as we waited for the doctor to come and see us, trying to figure out what was so wrong. When the doctor arrived he relayed that my cervix was 1.2 to 1.6cm in length, where ideally it would be greater than 3cm at 19 weeks into pregnancy, or at least 2.5cm. He then informed us that pre-term labor was inevitable within the next 3-4 weeks and there was nothing we could do about it.Ā  I inquired about bed rest, medications, inversion and cerclage (the stitching of the cervix); he said there was nothing we could do to help, nothing. Then, the tears started to flow, and flow, and flow for the next 2 days… Until!

Until, I was praying on Wednesday morning asking for clarity and that my mind would quiet so, I could hear His still small voice granting me direction. The thought of simply being a ticking time bomb awaiting an ugly delivery was angering and fearful. Then, I remembered that His perfect love casts out all fear and that I needed to rely on His love which has been with us since day one of this journey. I calmed down and realized that we were not helpless, we definitely still had several choices.

I then hopped on Facebook and extended a question to my other momma’s of multiples and the answer was clear: We needed to switch doctors, get a cerclage and consider moving to Arizona. As scary as all of that may sound to someone who does not enjoy being away from her husband and family, traveling, or being awake during surgical procedures (aka me), I was at complete peace. I picked up the phone and called the best high order perinatalogist in the country.

He continued to build upon this renewed optimism, but also made it clear that time was our enemy and if we were going to save our pregnancy it needed to happen by Friday, or in 2 days. So, one door opened after another and I am now writing this post from a hospital bed in Mesa, Arizona awaiting my cerclage in 3 hours.

My devotional this morning read:

ā€œ8Ā By faith Abrahsunriseam, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going. 9Ā By faith he made his home in the promised land like a stranger in a foreign country…11Ā And by faith even Sarah, who was past childbearing age, was enabled to bear children because she[a] considered him faithful who had made the promise.ā€ (Hebrews 11:8-9, 11)

I am certainly in a place that recognize as an inheritance from God. It is a promised land filled with proactive, compassionate physicians and kind, optimistic nurses. Though I am of childbearing age, I was enabled to bear children only by his grace. This assurance of faith and God’s love has certainly restored our hope here in the Valley of the Sun.

Double Time

It’s double time!Ā  For those bandies and musicians or Tae-bo pros out there, you know this means it’s time to pick up the pace.

During the 2nd trimester, from weeks 15 to 20, babies double in size. So, you can imagine that the nutrient needsĀ of both mom and babies alsoescalate. There are a variety of methods to determine how many calories are ideal during pregnancy. There are estimated energy requirement equations, some just say 300 extra calories and 30 extra grams of protein per day, and others encourage moms to add 500 calories per fetus and 25g protein. I, personally, think it is best to consume the amount of calories that promotes the ideal weight gain per week. For a mom of high order multiples it is 2.0-2.5 lbs. per week.

I was able to gain this at 3,000 Calories per day during the first trimester. This was a true blessing because with the nausea there was no way I was going to get to the original 5,000-calorie estimation. During weeks 13 to present, I have watched this weight gain slow-down, so I know it’s time to bump up the kCals. I really was quite surprised that there were not any meal plan examples- that I could find anyway- on the Internet. My best resource was in Dr. Barbara Luke’s book, ā€œWhen you’re expecting twins, triplets, or quads.ā€ This is where I derived the information regarding calorie and food group goals. Since there seems to be a gaping whole on the World Wide Web, I thought I’d go ahead and fill it.

Below you will find recommendations for calories, macronutrients (carbs, protein and fat) and suggested food group goals during pregnancy. While this information is targeted at high order multiple pregnancies, it is of course applicable to any pregnancy.

Calories goals may vary from 3,000-5,000 Calories per day, and I recommend watching your average weight gain from week-to-week to be sure you are getting enough. The composition of these Calories is important and different than the recommendations for the average American. Typically, it is recommended to consume a daily diet composed of 50-55% calories from carbohydrate, 15-20% calories from protein and 25-30% calories from fat. However, during pregnancy with super twins it is recommended to consume 40% of calories from carbohydrate, 40% calories from fat and 20% calories from protein. The reduction in calories from carbohydrate, I presume is to decrease one’s risk of gestational diabetes, which is much higher in pregnancies with 3 or more. Per Dr. Luke, this breaks down to the following:

Nutrients

3,000

3,500

4,000

4,500

Protein

Ā 150g

176g

200g

225g

Fat

Ā 133g

155g

178g

200g

Carbohydrate

Ā 300g

350g

400g

450g

Food Groups

Servings per day

Lean Protein

4

5

5

6

Dairy

4

8

10

12

Grains

8

10

12

12

Fat

5

6

7

8

Fruit

7

7

8

8

Vegetables

4

4

5

6

This type of meal plan is quite different than my pre-pregnancy diet, so my typical pattern is a bit different. For example, prior to pregnancy I ate very little dairy and meat/poultry and the majority of my protein came from beans, peas, lentils, whole grains, and fish. It has been easiest for me, and my mild lactose intolerance, to add the lean meats versus 8-10 servings of dairy per day.Ā  Also, before pregnancy I ate a lot of veggies and not so many fruits, so I continue to consume only 2-3 fruits per day and 8-plus servings of vegetables.

As mentioned previously, I have been consuming 3,000-3,500 Calories per day so I decided to share a few meal plans, or as RD’s call them ā€œTypical daysā€ to help make these recommendations real.Ā  There are a few original high calorie, high protein recipes in the meal plans that I will add later. If you’re interested check back because I will be adding a recipe section to my blog. Also, I did not comment on the variety of supplements that I believe are a crucial safety net, so look out for that content coming soon!

Day 1

(3,065 Calories: 316g Carb, 92g Fat, 175g Protein)

Breakfast

  • Breakfast Taco Dip
    • ½ tsp Olive Oil
    • 1 Organic Egg
    • ½ Avocado
    • 4oz 0% Plain Greek Yogurt
    • Lentil Loaf (Recipe coming soon)
    • 2 Hard Shell Tacos, broken into chips
    • Up Your Massā„¢ Banana Smoothie (Recipe coming soon)

AM Snack

  • Fruit and Yogurt Parfait with Granola
    • ½ cup Fresh berries
    • 1 cup Low-fat Vanilla yogurt
    • ¼ cup Nutty Granola

Lunch

  • Turkey and Avocado Sandwich
    • 2 slices Homemade Whole Wheat Bread
    • 3 oz Oven-roasted Turkey Breast*
    • ½ Avocado
    • 1 cup Fresh Spinach
    • 2 Clementines
    • ½ Cup Baby Carrots

PM Snack

  • Oat and Nuts Cereal
    • 1 ¼ C Oat Cereal
    • 1 C Unsweetened, Organic Soy Milk
    • ¼ C Roasted Pepitas
    • ¼ C Slivered Almonds

Dinner

  • Basil Mac & Cheese (Recipe coming soon)
  • 12 medium shrimp, cooked
  • 1 C Asparagus Spears
  • Skinny Cowā„¢ Ice Cream Sandwich

Evening snack

  • PowerBarā„¢ Harvest Peanut Butter Chocolate

Day 2

(2,993 Calories: 319g Carb, 94g Fat, 171g Protein)

Breakfast

  • 4 Up Your Massā„¢ Banana Nut Pancakes (Recipe coming soon)
  • 1 C Unsweetened, Organic Soy Milk

AM Snack

  • Cinnamon Raisin Bagel with 1oz Cream Cheese
  • 1 C 2% Milk

Lunch

  • 1 Large Baked Potato with Lentil Loaf, melted Cheese stick and 2 Tbsp Salsa
  • 1 C Asparagus spears
  • 1 C Fresh Pineapple

Dinner

  • ¾ C Cooked Quinoa with 1 tsp Olive oil
  • 4oz Organic, Skinless Chicken Breast
  • 1 C Steamed Zucchini Squash
  • Skinny Cowā„¢ Ice Cream Sandwich

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Day 3

(3,710 Calories: 367g Carb, 154g Fat, 176g Protein)

Breakfast

  • Stuffed Baked Potato
    • 1 Large Baked Potato
    • ½ tsp Olive Oil
    • 1 organic Egg and 1 Egg white
    • 1 Melted Cheese stick
    • ¾ C Kidney Beans
    • ¼ C Salsa

AM Snack

  • ¼ C Dried Fruit
  • ½ C Almonds and Pumpkin seeds, mixed
  • 1 C Organic Skim Milk

Lunch

  • ¾ C Pasta with ½ C Meat Tomato Sauce and ¼ C Melted Mozzarella Cheese
  • 1 C Steamed Spinach
  • 1 Banana
  • 2 Tbsp Peanut Butter

PM snack

  • 1 Whole Wheat Pita
  • ½ C Original Hummus

Dinner

  • 5 oz Salmon with ¼ C Avocado Salsa
  • 1 C Wild and Brown Rice
  • 1 C Steamed Broccoli

Evening Snack

  • 1 ½ C Neapolitan Ice Cream**

* I try not to consume deli meat, so this was a baked turkey breast. I do reheat any lunch meat/protein that I bring as a food safety precaution.

** When you want to promote glycemic (blood sugar) control, eating sweets and desserts alone is a no-no. However, if the dessert is consumed within 1 hour of a meal or healthier snack, typically the blood sugar response is more favorable.

Written by: Cassie Vanderwall, MS RD CD CDE CPT

Woes and Wishes of the First Trimester

The first trimester poses something new with each week. The two-week wait presents great anticipation of finding out whether you have been part of the miracle of conception, as well as, the opportunity to strengthen your patience. In week three and four you begin to realize that your body is certainly not your own. As your blood volume begins to increase your heart rate, blood pressure and respiratory rate all tend to also increase, which left me exhausted and out of breath. It is amazing how nature has a way of slowing down even the busiest of all the bees. Then, come the GI (gastrointestinal or belly) woes. Bloating, indigestion and the beloved ā€œmorningā€ sickness all of which can be attributed to the hormones that are bouncing around like Flubber. My biggest woe has certainly been ā€œmorningā€ sickness, which for me has been 24/7 nausea.Ā  I am very grateful that everything has stayed down, because we know every nutrient counts. I’d love to take a moment to share my tried and true tips for nausea.

The Do’s and Do Not’s of Morning Sickness

  • Do take 60-100mg of extra vitamin B6 everyday.
  • Do get your hands on ginger chews and ginger tea.
  • Do have your own stash of seltzer water and salty snacks on your person at all times…in your purse, car, desk, bag and table next to your bed.
  • Do get fresh air. For me, there was nothing like taking a walk around the block.
  • Do try a cold cloth on your forehead and back of neck.
  • Do stay hydrated with ice cold water.
  • Do purchase Seabands…they rock.
  • Don’t eat really fatty or smelly foods. The high fat foods take a long time to digest which delay transit time. Smelly foods (spicy foods, fish, etc) can trigger the nausea center in your brain, which usually doesn’t end well.
  • Don’t become constipated. If you can help to keep that train running you will prevent the intestinal traffic jam that can cause a nasty back-up. Focus on whole grains and fruits and vegetables that you can tolerate.
  • Don’t eat foods that don’t sound good. Food aversions are odd to me. Foods you love can quickly become foods that you cannot even think twice about. Don’t force it, save them for later because this too shall pass.
  • Don’t wait until you are hungry to eat. Establish a meal pattern, such as every 2-3 hours. An empty stomach is not your friend.

Alright, thank you for entertaining my list. Hopefully, some of you find it helpful. Onto a few more woes and wishes. During week 8, my nausea began to subside, which was scary for me because up until that point that’s how I knew I was not alone. My greatest fear at this point remains miscarriage. So, I am highly cognoscente of my signs and symptoms. This fear only escalated during week 9, this is a warning that if you’re grossed out by lady talk skip on to the next paragraph.Ā  During week 9, I started spotting. It is really frightening to bleed during pregnancy, because I immediately think Aunt Flow has come for a visit and she doesn’t visit pregnant folks. I called my docs and they assured me that as long as it is not accompanied by cramping or back pain and does not increase in flow that everything is alright. I’ve heard a variety of reasons for bleeding during pregnancy, including:

  • Implantation
  • Placenta Formation and Attachment
  • Blood clots created during placenta formation
  • Bursting of blood vessels
  • Uterine growth and contractions

My plan is to keep a close eye on things and make a follow-up to ensure that everything is alright, so please be praying for this.

My greatest wish at this point is to make it to 32-34 weeks miscarriage free because I know at that point my babies have the best chance of a handicap free life.Ā  I also hope and pray that I can create the ideal environment in my belly for their growth and development.

All of these woes and wishes, hit me pretty hard on the way to work yesterday. Then, I was blessed by a song on the radio; ā€œI need you now, how many timesā€ by Plumb. Amazing song and exactly what I needed to hear.Ā  I hope it inspires you, too!

Written by: Cassie Vanderwall